summer

And once again summer´s here

sunshine´s supposed to take away fear

but rainy clouds are hanging all over me

there´s not a ray of sun I see.

No warmth on my skin, my face

I must as always be in the wrong place

trying to make friends with all the gray

and keeping my dark thoughts at bay.

Empty this is how I feel once again and more than ever

a belief sinking in that it won´t go away, never

seems how my life is going to turn out

in the shadow of a gray cloud.

Dancing in the rain is the only choice here

singing and dancing away my fear

the sunshine just a distant dream

never meant to be mine it would seem.