suffer me

there aren´t any days when I don´t suffer me.

but I´ll do my best for you not to see

I hide my self away and replace it with an "I"

it´s what I need to do, it´s not a lie

I am protecting most of all me, that you must know

you wouldn´t like it if my autism would always show

don´t say that it wouldn´t matter to you

it would, I know and you do too.

I am someone that no one has known

I am someone whose true self must never be shown

I am someone who sees the world different to you

but I am still a good person, and so are you

38 years of not knowing changed something

and so has knowing