what do you see?

when you look at me, what do you see?

when you listen to me, what do you hear?

when you touch me, what do you feel?

when you speak to me, what do you say?

when you are with me, what do you think?

If I could answer any of these questions, even just a little bit, I would have self-perception and perception by the other. It would make my life a lot easier, but as I am finding out more and more now via others, the way other people percieve me isn´t  anywhere near as good as I thought. Despite my tremendous efforts I am failing. And there is nothing I can do.